#7

And when I thought everything was going right, it would seem that everytime I quietened down I finally realise I've hit rockbottom and no, it feels like shit...

Tears refrained, pain endured...life has to go on...exhausted in life, trying to be the best you can...its not that easy to be...

Should I walk away and start being cold? It is what it was meant to be cuz a lot of has changes since...

The skies these days are dark...there isnt much stars anymore...and its too cold to head to the beach...

All I wanna do know...I want my guitar and strum to my hearts content...the sound of the guitar...is the only peace to my soul now...

My life...in a mess...pick it up and start over...I wish

#6

Life…what is everything else? I don’t even know what I am trying to convey today. But somehow everything I see everything I do I just keep thinking how screwed the situations I get my life into.

That’s how bad things are? I guess I am lost. Finding myself…I need help.

#5

Things are just getting way out of hand. Things are changing though everyone denies it. I wouldn’t avoid cuz that pain that I am feeling wouldn’t let me. I know I will miss the times we had. The stars were that close to me last weekend though we were tossed sitting out in the cold under the night sky. The closest the star has ever got before things started to go downhill, the star begins to change its directions. Is it because winter is here? Reasons only you and I will know. Nothing feels the same anymore or is it just me?

My head hurts. And I know and everyday I tell myself I am very lucky that the beach loves me the way I am. The beach always loving, always there. I will count my blessings and so I will not fail to bless others around me.

I don’t know where I am heading. Too much feelings too little words. Good night everyone.

#4

Everything is getting worse by the day. How can 1 wake up every morning and more depressed than the day before. What’s going on?

The stars and the beach, both far away... both unable to make me happy…that is how bad it is…